Archive for July, 2008

Wasting Bandwidth

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , on July 30, 2008 by 15strangersdancing

You know, YouTube has this amazing ability to make me completely lose faith in humanity. Some of the horrible, racists, sexist, bigots, total DUMB ASSES choose to comment. These are people who thrive on insults, who have to contribute their two cents, whether it’s relative or not. I go out of my way to avoid interacting with these sort of people that often times I almost forget they exist. Then I go on YouTube. What’s it like to live their lives? Be in their mind?


Another thing I’ve noticed is people’s capacity to turn a conversation or an issue to themselves. I can sort understand that it’s their way to relate, to try and say they understand, but sometimes you just don’t understand so then just shut up about the subject. For example, there will be a video about issues for the deaf. Someone will comment, “Oh, I used to have a counselor in elementary school who was deaf.” Or worse, “I don’t know any deaf people.”


Okay…why does that matter? It doesn’t contribute to the general conversation or the larger issue at hand.


The bigots are the worst. They’re often times SO over the top that you have to wonder if they’re faking it. But sadly, I don’t think they are, and it makes me sick.

Language Barrier

Posted in Family with tags , on July 13, 2008 by 15strangersdancing

It really bothers me when my mom speaks Korean to me when there are other Asians around. When she’s with her friends, or my friend Theory, who is Korean. When it’s just us, Mom speaks some Korean, but mostly English because I don’t speak Korean. But then all the sudden the Korean switch gets turned on. It feels like she’s trying to embarrass me, or that she’s embarrassed that I don’t speak Korean. It feels like she’s showing off.


I hate it. It all feels so fake.